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Name: Victoria
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Olathe
Birthday: 8/6/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime, Video games, Manga, yaoi (hardcore male x male), Yaoi doujinshi, RPGs, reading, browsing the internet, listening to music (Evanescence, soundtracks, Stabbing Westward, etc), art, drawing, things that smell good, food, baking/cooking, horses/animals, collecting unicorns, and bishounen (anime/game pretty boys).
Expertise: Anime, RP video games, Kingdom Hearts, FFVIII, FFVII, FFIX, FFX, FFX-2, Zelda, Sailor Moon, YuGiOh, Pokemon (*blush*), Harry Potter, fanfiction, writing/english, cooking/baking.
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  BloodlessDreamz@aol.com
MSN: rabid_yaoi_fan@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  angelstarfire_hikarist@yahoo.com
Member Since:
7/31/2003
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| The Ghosts in the Attic made me do it! D-:
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| Yeah.. just kinda trying to keep this one alive so Xanga-tards don't delete it.
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| I have come to realize lately just how badly I want children... I really want them. I look around at my family, most notedly my cousins, and see their children, and how they've struggled to raise that family...
I want that struggle. I want so very badly to just have a family... I know I can't probably handle it right now... or ever, for that matter... but I want that. That. As S said, 'my internal clock is screaming "CHILDREN! CHILDREN!"'.
I'm not saying I'm going to rush out to the sperm bank or anything... because I also want a relationship that's going to mean something. I want someone who will take care of me - not run away like a frightened child and throw tantrums when they are interrupted *coughs*.
I do want that... it's just that it seems that everyone, when I find them, is no longer available, or something happens like me not noticing them (Jeremy is my most noted case, and the earliest at fourth grade, lol).
I just don't know... sometimes I don't think I'll ever be happy, and that thought truly tears me apart inside. I feel... heavy, and my chest starts aching and won't stop for days.
Anyhow... I know I'm being stupid, but you can't help but think it...
I want everyone else to be happy...
...but deep down, I want me to be happy too. | | |
| I have managed to lose my remote control... *searches the bed for five minutes* dangit... I lost it, and I only touched it to turn on the TV!!! I haven't even moved since then!  Talk about weird... anyway...
This person from the Phillepines (sp?) is IMing me... I can't really tell what she's saying (we somehow wandered from drawing the male form to fanfictions... in less than two words), but oh well... I imagine one of us will sign off when we get tired of miscommunication. 
Mou... I hate (not litterally, but you get the point) most poppish songs.... or most lovey-dovey songs to tell you the truth... but the new song by Nick Lache is really pretty... "What's left of me".  | | |
| Yeah... going back to this, because I really love this xanga... you can visit all my others, but... yeah.
monotone_dreamer
breaking_twilight
although I'm sure I had others...
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